I feel I keep coming across damaged people. I can't keep taking on someone with a problem and hoping to "heal" them. I do have a big heart and do want to help, but it consistently ends in me being hurt and unhappy. And still alone in the end.
I wonder if anyone sees me as a damaged person.
It is very sad to me, how many people I have met whose whole lives, personality, outlook, reactions, etc have changed due to being involved in a war. It is dark stuff to dig into. And I'm not sure it can be fixed.
On a lighter note, I'm looking forward to long layovers coming up in Toronto, Jacksonville, Austin, Bozeman, Madison, and Chicago.
I'm going to try and plan atleast one interesting thing to do in each city.
I'm trying to think of something else positive to write about, but I can't! I guess that's the PMS talking...
Maybe next time!!
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