When One Door Closes....

Well, just when I thought I should be done with men... someone new (well sort of new) comes into my life.

For the year and a half that I worked at UHC I had a huge crush (from literally day one) on one of the supervisors. We would smile at eachother and say hello when passing, but I never really talked to him, unless he was helping me with a work-related issue. When I quit, I sort of forgot about him. Recently, I happened to log back into my okc account, and who is the site suggesting as a match for me but this former crush, who we'll call TS. So, I look at TS's profile.. knowing he'll be able to see that I viewed it. 15 minutes later.. I have a message from him in my inbox. Long story short...we messaged back and forth for two days on the site, and now have been texting back and forth... and it has been revealed that we each had a crush on the other. We are getting together on Monday!!

So...I have mixed thoughts on this. I don't want to jump into another relationship. But I can't help but think that this seems a bit serendipitous. I suppose its all in my control,though, how sucked in I get, how attached I get, and what happens with the relationship. But I am excited to get to know him and see where it goes. Before J (#2) I was feeling happy with myself and ready for someone great... J#2 just didn't turn out to be someone great...atleast as a boyfriend (we have recently made peace and are pursuing friendship).

If anyone reads this... any thoughts??? Should I keep focusing on myself... or if I meet a good guy, is it ok to pursue it? (Considering the unhealthy relationships I've had in the recent past.)